The days are just whizzing past like a whiff of wind! There is so much anxiety, so much lonely agony that it leaves me exasperated at times :(

Shall I call it a quarter-life crisis or a mid-life, that my age span will decide; but surely it is penetrating its sharp teeth into me like a burning knife goes through the butter. There needs to be a purpose and direction in life. However cliched it may sound, but passion is what is required to keep one on track. It can be anything, not necessarily the overused philanthropic sensed punches but whatever moves you. For instance, wants to become the richest or the most admirable or the most industrious or the owner of the best flashing cars or jets or whatever else materialistic things, if that moves you. There is no need to be shy or hesitant in this hypocrite society to flaunt your ambitions. On any instance, our blind intellects of the arena can virtually digest anything if served sugar-coated.

Nevertheless, hard work is the fulcrum on which everything rests. But for now what I am searching in my life is that passion, that objective, that greed and that love which can guide me to my path of absolve! Spirituality can wait ...